Last night I put flowers on the altar, and when I asked the question, she said, "Let him make you a warrior."
And while this subverts everything that is traditional, I feel as though I am walking for the first time into the labrynth. It is confusing and a bit frightening, but also the most exciting thing that I have done for myself in a long time.
And, so on Saturday, I will make a ritual to prepare myself.
*I am aware that this will make no sense to most of you. That's okay...