P'tit Loup mentioned that she and I were sharing parallel experiences of sister's this weekend. Well, it seems that there are a couple of other blog women who are experiencing a parallel experience of what I like to refer to as "heat." Perhaps it's not a complimentary term, but the experience of increased libido coupled, sometimes, with aggression and restlessness...seems pretty primal to me. It's a strange experience to be feeling pretty down and still have this happening. It makes me even more restless. I think it increases the yearning. I can generally clock this with the first two weeks of my birth control...and this time, as I mentioned, it started with my dream last night.
Anyway, enough about that. Fair warning, this post has some random elements.
I mentioned last night, that I'm contemplating moving from my apartment to save money. I talked to B and we are going ahead with the plan. She's calling her current building manager to start the process. The plan is for me to move into her place (a studio apartment) with her until she is able to move north to be with her new home and hubby. Then I will take over the lease. It will be a considerable savings for however long her transfer takes, then it will be a modest savings. But still a modest savings is an improvement over none.
You should all be proud of me. A client began conversation about terminating therapy tonight, and the top of my head did not blow off in panic. In fact, I feel too calm about it. Am I not taking it in? Am I just on overload? Any loss of income is going to be felt pretty seriously these days.
Why would someone decide to start a career in colonic hydrotherapy? I saw in ad in a local paper for this and I just have to wonder what leads someone down that career path...
The neighborhood around The Retreat has some fantastic lights. I might have to emulate Le Flash (since he seems to not have found easy access to the internet again) and do a pictoral of the beautiful lights. (Ah, pretty pictures!)
And, soon, I will be off to "sleep, perchance to dream." One can only hope.