Monday, January 02, 2006

"I can't stand the rain"

Well, actually I was loving the rain, until the time about an hour ago that I decided it seemed perfectly reasonable to curl up in bed listening to the rain and bawling my head off over the utter futility of crushes and the idea that I might always be alone.

So, yeah, not loving the rain much anymore.

I've decided it's a good idea to take a shower and get out of the house for the rest of the afternoon because at this rate, I'll have to be hospitalized for dehydration before I reach evening.

Really, the day started out so well...I was evening having a good body image day.

Hopefully, when I post again this evening, I'll be on a bit more of an even keel.

5 comments:

LavaLady said...

It's been raining all day and I've been in and out of bed. I just got back from a trip for coffee and tortilla chips, and I have to say it wasn't as bad as I feared.

Sadly, on the drive home I realized that if I drank a cup of coffee right now I'd probably not be able to sleep at all...

As for the crying in bed thing: you know I've been struggling, but I haven't lain in bed crying for more than a week! If that can happen for me, it can happen for you too. Anything is possible. Hope all is well otherwise, and that you have a good rest of the day.

xo
LL

Matt said...

Aw Spinny, don't give up. Sometimes the things we see in others aren't really there at all. Obviously, if they can't see what a fantastic person you are, they have serious problems.

the urban fox said...

Hope you cheer up later, Spinsy. Have a great afternoon/evening.

Hippy Chick said...

hope you're feeling better amiga. looking forward to seeing you at the end of the week.
luv,
HC

Aravis said...

I'm so sorry spin, I didn't see this post earlier. I agree with renton, you're such a wonderful, beautiful person. Some day you will meet that person who will see that and love you every bit as much as you love them. I hope you meet that person soon, but until then, you know we love you. So while you're feeling lonely, know that you're not alone. *hug*