Monday, January 02, 2006

"I can't stand the rain"

Well, actually I was loving the rain, until the time about an hour ago that I decided it seemed perfectly reasonable to curl up in bed listening to the rain and bawling my head off over the utter futility of crushes and the idea that I might always be alone.

So, yeah, not loving the rain much anymore.

I've decided it's a good idea to take a shower and get out of the house for the rest of the afternoon because at this rate, I'll have to be hospitalized for dehydration before I reach evening.

Really, the day started out so well...I was evening having a good body image day.

Hopefully, when I post again this evening, I'll be on a bit more of an even keel.


LavaLady said...

It's been raining all day and I've been in and out of bed. I just got back from a trip for coffee and tortilla chips, and I have to say it wasn't as bad as I feared.

Sadly, on the drive home I realized that if I drank a cup of coffee right now I'd probably not be able to sleep at all...

As for the crying in bed thing: you know I've been struggling, but I haven't lain in bed crying for more than a week! If that can happen for me, it can happen for you too. Anything is possible. Hope all is well otherwise, and that you have a good rest of the day.


Matt said...

Aw Spinny, don't give up. Sometimes the things we see in others aren't really there at all. Obviously, if they can't see what a fantastic person you are, they have serious problems.

the urban fox said...

Hope you cheer up later, Spinsy. Have a great afternoon/evening.

Hippy Chick said...

hope you're feeling better amiga. looking forward to seeing you at the end of the week.

Aravis said...

I'm so sorry spin, I didn't see this post earlier. I agree with renton, you're such a wonderful, beautiful person. Some day you will meet that person who will see that and love you every bit as much as you love them. I hope you meet that person soon, but until then, you know we love you. So while you're feeling lonely, know that you're not alone. *hug*