So I don't know if it's because it's the weekend and there's nothing stressing me out, or if the medication can really have an effect this quickly...but this a.m. I woke up and immediately knew that there was something different. I felt clearer than I've felt in a long time. Things interested me. Random shit on the radio made me laugh. I went out to a gathering and didn't feel completely alone. I haven't cried once.
But I've spent most of the day mistrusting it. It's the same feeling I had when I passed kidney stones. I'd get a lot of pain, then the pain would stop for awhile. I always felt like I was just waiting to see if the pain would come back. It's like that...sure that at some point my mood will tank. But it hasn't. I feel good...even.
My Saturday was otherwise pretty non-eventful. I saw clients in the a.m., then spent the day napping and reading. Tonight I went to a birthday party for the Physicist up at Hill House. I learned that her husband has just gotten a job to head up an international team working on wave mechanics or some such. Her specialty is magnetic fields. Whenever they start to talk about their jobs, I really only understand about every other word.
Tomorrow I'm up early to go grocery shopping, then start working on packing and moving.