Secrets. My family is notorious for them. I didn't feel that I could write about this yesterday because my mother told me in confidence, but now she's shared it with my dad. The real reason that I'm so worried about my father is that his doctor thinks he needs to have a CT scan to investigate some suspicious airpockets on his Xray in his left lung. They are now concerned that he may have another tumor growing there.
I haven't been sleeping well.
But really the meds are still working well. I've felt anxious for him and had strange dreams...and before she told my dad, I was really worried for my mom (stress exacerbates her heart problems)...but no return of the depression. Anyway, there it is. Won't know anything for awhile, but I'll keep you all posted.
It is still absolutely gorgeous outside...if the weather holds, I am going to go find a nice place in the park and read this weekend.