My psyche must be very disturbed right now. My dreams last night were particularly vivid and disturbing...mixing erotic images with pain and torture. There was a murder and a suicide...there was some sort of enslavement of two men. For the most part, I wasn't apart of all the action. It was more like I was watching a movie. But I didn't like it - I wouldn't have chosen it.
When I woke my sinuses ached and my eyes were all puffy. I was cranky about having to go to work - especially because we are in the midst of a difficult situation with a patient these days. I just want the work part of my day over, so I can start looking forward to the weekend a bit. It is my last work day before I leave and I do feel like I'm leaving things mostly caught up. That feels good. But the stress of the particular situation is painful...probably what most of my dream was about last night.
A good bit of news is that for most of today, it is supposed to not rain. We've only had 3 days so far this month that it hasn't rained. I think I'm going to be well prepared for London weather!
Strangely, I was cheered up this a.m. by something which probably would have made me grouchy on any other day. I called my pharmacy to ask about an early refill for a medication that will run out while I'm away. The staff person was very abrupt and rude. I had the distinct impression that I was impinging on his valuable time. When I hung up the phone, my first thought was, "Well, at least my day isn't that bad!"
So let's hope we all have a much better Thursday than the PharmacyGuy.